Senioritis ... all over again. Oh, and ideas.

[everlastingsoul]

This is a familiar feeling. It's even stronger than back in high school. It's really, really bad to not care at this level of education, but ... uh, I really couldn't care less about one of my classes this quarter. It's necessary to graduate and all that, but ... yeah, I don't care about the instructor, the course, or learning anything in it. x__x

I can't wait to have enough time to write again. Writing is a bloody process for me now--sitting down, imagining the idea mentally for umpteen minutes, writing notes for an hour, and then ... not writing. >_> Sigh.

Maybe I should start my little Story Ideas doc again. I stopped sometime after the Digimon buzz died down (*cringes*), even though there were Suikoden and FF ideas there, too. Whatever gets the ideas flowing again, right? Like the weird little muses popping up. Mad little OrIon makes me think scary thoughts, for one. Ienzo is making me climb the walls with the different ways to interpret him. And Zegram is standing in the corner exuding his "HO HA, I AM XIAHOU DUN--BUT NOT!" aura. ... And now I'm thinking about Xiahou Dun. Hooooot.

I've been reading RP logs in the time I should be doing homework but really don't feel like doing anything which is depressingly often. Makes me glad to have had mostly positive experiences with RPGs. Also makes me very aware of how good some of these premises can get. Especially with huge casts of characters that are willing to interact beyond fandoms. They're hard to manage and everything, but ... they're very appealing when done well.

Comments

[falenan.livejournal.com]

I can understand how you feel. I usually don't care about classes, either. ._.; ♥

And both RP logs and RPGs make me happy. 8D

[celestriad.livejournal.com]

oh man, i can understand that feeling. i got it in high school, then again for undergrad, and then another time for my master's degree. -_-; it's the hurry up and just let me graduate and get out of here feeling... even though i really liked being in school because of my friends, and, for college, i also loved the city i was in. ah, well.